I just want to be who I used to be.
Not the depressed, negative me.
But the religious me. The 110% dedicated to my faith me.
I don’t even know what happened.
It went from understanding others beliefs to believing it myself.
All in a matters of a couple months.
How could I let go of a faith that I was so rooted in. That built me. That made me a better person.
How could I allow others to influence me so deeply when I fought that for so long.
I feel like once you let go of that faith, it’s so hard to go back. It’s so hard to just believe again.
I want to be rooted in my faith again.
I just don’t know where to even start.
my favorite sport is figuring out which girls from my school are gay
you slit my throat,
I’d thank you
for touching my skin. Julia Pollacco - n-o-t-y-o-u-r-s (via perfect)
- Okay people, this is your chance.
- 1. had sex?
- 2. bought condoms?
- 3. gotten pregnant?
- 4. failed a class?
- 5. kissed a boy?
- 6. kissed a girl?
- 7. had a job?
- 8. left the house without my wallet?
- 9. bullied someone on the internet?
- 10. sexted?
- 11. had sex in public?
- 12. smoked weed?
- 13. smoked cigarettes?
- 14. smoked a cigar?
- 15. drank alcohol?
- 16. been to a wedding?
- 17. been on the computer for 5 hours straight?
- 18. watched tv for 5 hours straight?
- 19. been late for school?
- 20. kissed in the rain?
- 21. showered with someone else?
- 22. been outside my home country?
- 23. been on a road trip longer than 5 hours?
- 24. had lice?
- 25. gotten my heart broken?
- 26. had a credit card?
- 27. been to a professional sports game?
- 28. broken a bone?
- 29. been unhappy about my weight?
- 30. won a trophy?
- 31. cut myself?
- 32. been on a diet?
- 33. rode in a taxi?
- 34. stayed up for 24 hours or more?
- 35. been to a concert?
- 36. had a crush on someone of the same sex?
- 37. had braces?
- 38. wore make up?
- 39. lost my virginity before I was 16?
- 40. kissed someone a different race than myself?
- 41. Snuck out of the house?
- 42. had oral sex?
- 43. dyed my hair?
- 44. met someone famous?
- 45. been on vacation?
- 46. been on a boat?
- 47. been on an airplane?
- 48. prank called someone?
- 49. taken a pregnancy test?
- 50. been suspended from school?